I have turned on
Desperation mode
Don’t know where I am
Or where I’m going
The weights to much
I cant go further
It hurts mi mind
Mi goal is suicide
But there’s no chance
Of the thing happening
Cause I don’t know why
But I keep fighting
I draw my sword, my pride, my voice
My strength, whatever
And push that out to be my lever
And bring me up and make me clever
To strike from death claws
My soul whenever
I feel surrender
I feel Ill never
Get out of this junk
Suffer for ever
But there’s this thing
This tiny feeling
That I clung on to
And take the beating
It fills my being
It makes me stronger
I call it hope
Over and over
I set up this life
Enjoy my lifetime
A recess sometime
Where I can deep breath
And plan my defense
For next attack
I can retaliate
My force is back