She was the oldest sister of three, so she had always "to be in charge" of the other ones. She had to be like a mom, but without power of any kid. Probably for that reason she grew timid, shy, closed into herself, with no feelings to show.And with no private life to live, because wherever she went, I was in her way, not that we had many places to go, but I was always in her space. After the years passed and remembering why this happened? Probably because I was curious and I wanted to know more about my sister. The thing is I did not know how to approach her. Now that we are adults and we remember our old times, my sister still does not seem to be bothered by me even if she knows I was not an angel.