I am the liar of lies,
Ive lived so many lies,
The only one, over the world,
Ive flied.

No one could stop me being that,
It was a gift, thanks dear dad,
Beloved mom I love you so,
This is my biggest darkest lie.

My many sins I have disquised,
To save my ass several times,
A habit now it has become,

Dont give a shit, Im acting sly,
I dont know why,
What do I gain?

I act against my longing freedom,
Expert to sneak,
But slave for living,
Really dont know,
What am I seeking.

Maybe its trust, maybe its kindness,
A contradiction, its an ilusion,
Maybe its love,
Theres no solution.